Women Holding Heavy
Autonomy by Way of Grit and Grace
The idea for this photo series emerged after experiencing deeply impactful personal challenges. To this day, I continue to reflect on my healing journey. Understanding the interconnectedness of emotional, psychological, and physical systems, I wanted to explore how, much like muscles that tear, heal, and grow stronger, our capacity to overcome adversity builds resilience when tested by manageable levels of stress. Moderate stress enhances performance, while overwhelming stress requires external support systems. The ultimate goal is thriving, supported by the recognition that we are not alone.

When women hold heavy objects, their minds and muscles unite to face the challenge. This engagement reflects Bourdieu’s (1990) concept of habitus, where the body serves as a site for personal transformation. Overcoming challenges leads to self-awareness and autonomy, with mastery facilitating greater ease, as Csikszentmihalyi (1990) describes in his concept of “flow”—a state where skill and challenge align effortlessly. This process leads women to discover their inherent mobility and autonomy, qualities that adhere to the performance of gender. Women’s strength is both physical and psychological, shaped by how they navigate challenges and assert their identities. The goals set in this project, whether through personal practice or external support, drive growth and sensitivity toward others, fostering self-love and healing.

The objects chosen by women represent their personal struggles, whether physical or emotional. The meaning we attach to objects transforms our relationship with them. These objects become metaphors for the burdens women carry, and the physical act of holding them reveals both vulnerability and strength. Merleau-Ponty (1962) states that the body is an active participant in shaping our reality, and the physical strain reflects deeper psychological resilience. The process of facing challenges thus symbolizes personal growth. Human flourishing comes from the ability to meet challenges in the midst of adversity.

Women come to realize their inherent strength and capacity to meet challenges. Their resilience, both physical and psychological, reveals their inner power and autonomy.



References

Bourdieu, P. (1990). The Logic of Practice. Stanford University Press.
Csikszentmihalyi, M. (1990). Flow: The Psychology of Optimal Experience. Harper & Row.
Merleau-Ponty, M. (1962). Phenomenology of Perception. Routledge.